July 16, 2009
Jesse,
"I miss you now more than ever before
But, I trust that God will open a door
And show me how to go on without you.
To give me some hope and comfort too.
For you were my life and I love you so dear
And it breaks my heart to not have you near
But life goes on and I will too.
I just wish that it wouldn't go on without you.
All My Love" ,
Susan
UnknownThis memorial website was created to remember our dearest Jesse Greene who was born in Xenia Ohio on November 11, 1979 and passed away on February 11, 2009 at the age of 29. You will live forever in our memories and hearts.
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
Hello Babe,
Just needed to tell you how much I miss you!!! I miss everything about you, ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING!!! Even grocery shopping is a nightmare because you always had to throw in your snack foods-boy did you love those little snack cakes and beef jerky. Colton has become just like you-you have him hooked on beef jerky. Everyday chores are even more of a chore now. Like vacuuming-that was always your job. Cooking is a horrible burden-you loved when I made a special meal-like homemade beef stew , chili or vegetable soup. I can not bear to make anything special- chili was one of our last meals together. I never did like to cook, and I didn't make anything special that often-when I did it was just for you-Bub would be happier with chicken nuggets and mashed potatoes. Sitting down at the dining room table always reminds us that there is an empty chair at the end of the table. There will always be an empty hole in my heart and life that your smile, jokes and love used to fill to over flowing. I will always miss you till we are together again.
Love Infinity +,
Susan
Oh Jesse, I miss our weekends together. You always made movies funnier, scarier, more dramatic, or more action-packed. The ride to the movies or out to eat was WAY BETTER than the movie or food itself. You were the sunshine of my life and I thank you for giving me a son to keep me looking for things to be thankful for. If not for him, I would have no reason to be! Please thank God for me for giving me the two of you, mommy (tell her I love her), Hazel, the church, and my friends from Last-Memories.
Love You,
Infinity+
Susan
Hello Babe,
Just wanted to thank you for the flowers. A couple of days ago I saw a flower ad on computer and was thinking about how you could never send me flowers now. I got up from the computer and went to sit in the living room. The blinds and curtains were open. I glanced at the window and the wind was blowing the trees and shrubbery back. Just as I looked out the window, the wind blew back a low branch and I saw the most beautiful purple wildflowers. My favorite color! I stared at them for a long time. When I looked away and back, the tree had covered them and I couldn't see them. Thank you so much-they were more beautiful than anything a florist could put together. Thank you babe- I loved them.
Love Infinity+,
Susan
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll |
Merry Christmas! |
December 24, 2012 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll |
Thinking of You! |
May 10, 2012 |
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll |
Thinking of You |
April 11, 2012 |
| Mom |
To my Son Jesse |
February 14, 2012 |
2-14-12
Last night I read a book called- Heaven is for real-By Todd Burpo.
It's about a little boy named Colton who got sick and had surgery and God let him go to Heaven for a while, this book really touched my heart. When I think of what a wonderful place Heaven is I know you are safe with our Lord. One day I will see you again my Precious Son by the Grace of God. I Love you so much.
Love your Mom
| Colleen ~ Patrick Carroll |
Thinking of You on Your Angelversary |
February 9, 2012 |
Thinking of you & your family on your third Angelversary Jesse. Stay close to them, always let them feel you near Angel. ~♥~
