Hello Babe,
Just needed to tell you how much I miss you!!! I miss everything about you, ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING!!! Even grocery shopping is a nightmare because you always had to throw in your snack foods-boy did you love those little snack cakes and beef jerky. Colton has become just like you-you have him hooked on beef jerky. Everyday chores are even more of a chore now. Like vacuuming-that was always your job. Cooking is a horrible burden-you loved when I made a special meal-like homemade beef stew , chili or vegetable soup. I can not bear to make anything special- chili was one of our last meals together. I never did like to cook, and I didn't make anything special that often-when I did it was just for you-Bub would be happier with chicken nuggets and mashed potatoes. Sitting down at the dining room table always reminds us that there is an empty chair at the end of the table. There will always be an empty hole in my heart and life that your smile, jokes and love used to fill to over flowing. I will always miss you till we are together again.
Love Infinity +,
Susan
Oh Jesse, I miss our weekends together. You always made movies funnier, scarier, more dramatic, or more action-packed. The ride to the movies or out to eat was WAY BETTER than the movie or food itself. You were the sunshine of my life and I thank you for giving me a son to keep me looking for things to be thankful for. If not for him, I would have no reason to be! Please thank God for me for giving me the two of you, mommy (tell her I love her), Hazel, the church, and my friends from Last-Memories.
Love You,
Infinity+
Susan
Hello Babe,
Just wanted to thank you for the flowers. A couple of days ago I saw a flower ad on computer and was thinking about how you could never send me flowers now. I got up from the computer and went to sit in the living room. The blinds and curtains were open. I glanced at the window and the wind was blowing the trees and shrubbery back. Just as I looked out the window, the wind blew back a low branch and I saw the most beautiful purple wildflowers. My favorite color! I stared at them for a long time. When I looked away and back, the tree had covered them and I couldn't see them. Thank you so much-they were more beautiful than anything a florist could put together. Thank you babe- I loved them.
Love Infinity+,
Susan
