My sweet Jessamine;
I was just telling my friends at school what a wonderful time we had last year when we went to King's Island, The Great Wolf Lodge, Red Robin and the Cincinnati Zoo. As I was telling Marcia and Cathy about the gorillas and monkeys at the zoo- an overwhelming sadness came over me. I remembered that you were just as excited as any child at the zoo. I have not been that sad since you left us. I know our son needs to still make memories- but I can't imagine doing anything as memorable as last June, without you and your childlike excitement. The way you were when you waited in line 45 minutes just to ride the big slide at the indoor water park at the Great Wolf Lodge- it breaks my heart. When I think I can't make any more memories with you, Colton and myself , as a family, I wonder how I can go on. You were the one I always depended on- YOU brought me back to life after more than four years of feeling numb and lifeless because of the Mommy's death. YOU made me feel again ,laugh again, gave my life purpose. Then you gave me my greatest gift- Colton. I know I have to try to go on for him-HOW????
Love Infinity+,
Princess
Jesse, we had some great memories- some not so great-but no matter what, I always loved you with all my heart and soul. I have never felt about ANY man, the way I felt about you every second of every day since I fell in love with you. I continue to love you deeply with every fiber of my soul. I truly miss you more each day, and wonder how I will make it through the next hour. I only live to take care of our son and to hopefully dream of you at the end of a long, torturous day. I just wish you could know how much I love you. I wish I could " say what I need to say" to you.
Love Infinity plus,
Susan
When Jesse was little he came out of his bedroom and told me he was going to make a lot of money, and I ask him how are you going to do that?He told me that him and Roy had made a plan to pull all his teeth so the Tooth Fairy would bring a lot of money.HA HA
He was so beautiful, and had the biggest heart , and had great manners, and believed in sharing,he would give you the coat off his back if he thought you needed it.His smile was bright it would melt a snowmans heart. The love he gave to all that knew him was pressed in time that will never leave us.I don't know many people that had the energy he had, if you were down, he would make you laugh,his smile would bring the sun in on a winter day.Most of all Jesse knew in his heart that Jesus was the only hope to the problems that we face in this world, and so I know he did not want to leave us with sorrow in our hearts for him, he wanted us to get to him through Jesus. So he waits on us in Heaven. His father and I are very proud to be his Parents. He was a great brother to Melissa, and Roy,a wonderful uncle,and touched the hearts of many friends. He chose a special women to be his wife who will never stop Loving him,and had a son that is so special, and looks just like him.If you love some one ,tell them, because you may not get another chance!!!
I LOVE YOU MY SWEET JESSE 4-EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Jesse;
God knows I miss you so much my heart aches . I love you so much and dad misses you, too. We will never be the same without you! I know God will take care of you forever. Thank you 4 the lil' red bird, it lets me know ur ok everyday! Dad made a memorial 4 you on the hill, it looks good. We love you and hold on to you in our hearts everyday. I can see you in Colton's eyes every time I look at him. Thank you 4 letting me know ur ok.
Love u 4 -ever
Mom & Dad !
I was thinking about our time in Morehead when we took long walks around the campus at night and fed the ducks up at the lake. My favorite memory of that time was when you carried me on your shoulders- you always were so romantic. I miss you saying over and over" Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me?" Yes, yes. YES! soooo much!
