Hey Jess, I love you and miss u so bad I cant stand it ! Its killed me, this pain in my heart won't go away. I'm lost without you. But I know that you are with The Man. I saw you pray on your hands and knees every night and he who believes will walk with God forever. I just hope I can be with you again one day . Dad and mom are missing you too. Axl is having a hard time over this, Colton and Susan too. I wish you could have seen me and Colton on Easter we played ball and hid eggs and talked about you, just stuff like that.Well my little brother, my son, my best friend, I just wanted you to know I love you more than anything!
Even though my heart is breaking, I am going to say what I need to say-I remember when you sang that into our answering machine to Bub- and then you said 'Daddy loves you Bub-I said what I needed to say' You were a wonderful, loving daddy. I miss your strength and love- I always knew someone loved me as long as you were here. You always made me feel safe - like nothing or nobody could touch me. I remember you rushing home when Hazel and I thought we heard a woman screaming in the hills (it was a hound dog) but you made an hour and 15 minute trip in 50 minutes. You were (and are) my rock-my protector-my soulmate-my one true and forever love-Jessamine.
Love Infinity,
'Princess"
In Heaven there is a new Angel his name is Jesse he is the one floating on a cloud called bullet haha.God took a piece from the heart of both his father and I and made a new one in Heaven.I see you in every tree, every little bumble bee, every bud of a flower that blooms for me, even the wind across my face I know you will always be here in our Hearts.Our baby, our Son, our Joker*****.Dad Loves you so much and I love you too. You left a gift for us his name is Colton.Because every time we look at him we see you.We know he will be ok because you picked a good mommy for him before you went to Heaven.Thank you God for giving us a gift that lasted for 29 years here on earth and eternity with you. The only thing that keeps us going is to know that God knows Best... We love you. PS I got your wisher !!!!! and right back at cha. We Love you We Love you We Love You xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoDAD AND MOM.............
I am Jesse's aunt.His favorite aunt, when Jesse was alittle boy he would only wear one shoe.I stopped at their house one day to see them and there was Jesse,running around with that one shoe on.He was giving me hugs and kisses and then he turned around to go play and he had a raw hot dog in his back pocket.I said "Jesse what is in your pocket"and he said in case I get hungery aunt Pammy.I laughed so hard at him I had tears running down my face.This is just one of the many wonderful memories I have of Jesse.I loved Jesse very much and I know he loved me also.He was a great person.
!! Other times because my heart breaks more than anyone knows